is sort a ...

happiness.. where mom always say "只要你高兴就好，一定要高兴(:"
felt so so much warm-loving from her words.. is like a thousand and billion miles away..but i can still feel her warm-ness where she try to pass it to me.. hehee.. 我的妈妈是世界上最好的了！

deep inside the feelings undescribable ... happy yet bittering (: but happy-ing is definately much more and bitter-ing..

being so glad of what and everything surrounding me now..
1) the view
2) the bed
3) the brothers
4) the sisters
5) the feelings
6) the phone
7) the everything
8) the swimming pool
9) the way i am ~
10) the smile everyone gave..

and bitter-ing of what is over that i have to keep in the memories hall and to cover with dust.

and anxious for what is infront and ahead of me are going to happen..
adventures loving laughs excitements the unexpected surprises events that continously happen to me everyday..

sense of gladness and grief..

haha..~ fuuyoh!