the worst and the worst~

13th November 2007.

preparation for CHemistry exam was not quite a disaster.. but it was all well.. disscussion and all was going preety well..
until the night before the exam..i was kinda stressed up.. so unintentionally work up till 6.00am
i knew is time to go sleep.. i have my alarm on.. * TWO alarms..* but God knows why on earth.. i could miss that exam at 930am..
i totally just slept in..
and ofcourse.. my bro woke me up.. the first thing he asked " dont you have exam" ??
freak me out.. freak as in i just freakin miss-ed my EXAM !

well.. the first thing my bro actually managed to calm me down and help me to search for the right place to go.. but everything end up in a nice way.. DR brenden is kind enough to allow me to sit for that exam(: GLADNESSSSSSS！！

however... after the exam ended, i sat down randomly on a branch... just tearing.. *damn it feels so good!* haha.. it feels like me jumping over a million miles of hills and still save SAFE alive sitting there..felt so much like hugging some one.. and sｃｒｅａｍ "I'VE MADE IT !!!!"

i've called [him]...he didnt talk much.. how i wish he would say " can i see you for a moment?"
but he didnt say what i wanted to hear... just saying.. go home and get a good rest..which really made me..kind a ｓａｄ..

so i may have to self invite myself by telling him " Can I See You For A While ?"
yeah~ it feels kinda bad.. but i am trying hard to adjust that..like i am seeking for it.. =.=
so exams.. what do i expect ?
and i cant deny,
yes...I do expect a little more from that..


他人问起：＂eh, he　没有叫你醒的吗？”
我：　“他在睡觉．．．＂（心理想．．．

让我更加的 “读然发现” 为什么 他不是那个救我的人呢？

那是..很久很久以前了的事了吧...