is so unfillable..
putting everything and making the time busy is just so SURFACE...
beyond it.. is still empty.
why isit so -unstatisfied uncontented-
Isit that I fall from a high peak that made it felt so low?
today after Hoong visited me for a short while..
i walked to the city... not knowing where to go agian.. just feeling ''empty" walking in the shopping malls..
I wonder, there must be alot of poeple like me.. not knowing where to go .. what to do next. no accompany walking on the STREET.
just randomly walk in to shops.. and SHOPAHOLICS!!
maybe shopping will fulfilled my emptiness at that right momment. but just temperorally.
arrived home.. and facing the unspeakable walls.. yeahs.. i on MUSIC!
and then FM - it doesnt talk to me.. but i hear them talk. which i enjoy most of the time. keeps my mind thinks out of the box.
i like to listen to people talks.and make me laugh.
then came up next. COOKING!
after gyming.. i just bump into the kitchen and started cooking at 9 PM yeah.. dinner is at 11PM
all the while.. i dont intend to do this.. but somehow keep peeping my phone.. why is there no message or calls from him yet ? gosh.. i know. is annoying.. what more can i say? =)
XOXO.nights
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