心跳加速

when you're exicted, over whelmed, with all the happiness smile you've got
thats definately the best thing that can ever happen.

但

when things comes to reality, the fact of facing the REALITY
my hearts tumbles.
not knowing if it is the cause of "worried"
or
i'm just plainly being "uneasy/无耐"

wishing i could have the "umph" once agian to deal with what i'm facing agian, yet every single year.
ofcourse, distraction maybe one of the fact.
till the end of the day, it is all to you to blame.

do all "people of the world" at this age face this un-resistable problem?

Fun N Laughter can never beat anything,
but the task you're to complete have to comes first..
"everyone knows this fact" - 做到可是另一个问题

意志力到了那里!?!!!??