when it comes to reality,

stepping out of the crowd and have a look at where i were the whole time.
makes me kinda lost sometimes.
i dont know what is it anymore.
do i still care?!
where's the urge that we use to have?
why cant you look into my eye and say "i love you too?"

is this all just another roller coaster ride?

if i knew it is. i would have jump a very long time ago..

but luckily, i am still on fluffy foamy bath. enjoying my rides to nowhere (: