Unexplainable

I wasnt there for you for the past years when You were having problems.
Those day;
for denying that, i choose not to even call after knowing you are repeating doing the same thing.
it will be the same thing i'll be telling you over the time.
feeling sad seeing you like that and yet i can't do anything..
and yet, the more i try to let you know, face it!
the more you'll turn away..and keep it underneath your bed.
and continue standing on the same old point waiting for miracles to happen.
i hate seeing you like that...
but you choose to ignore what others are telling you...

at last. you jump off far from that sickening situation and going on with your lovely life with brand new people around you..
deeply inside; i am glad to see you smile everywhere you go..

world is too small to be real.

our friends actualy know our friends. how surprising..
at first i thought is such a good thing that's happening. but sometimes, having a small world isnt so good afterall.

we see the FLAWsss..

all round up, is still your decision your choice.
and once agian. is happening agian.
what's different is that now I am the witness of a small part after so long.
Dejavu for you?
dejavu for all it is happening agian.
Dejavu for seeing you tear
Dejavu for you not having the happy smile agian.

is this how you were for the past year my dear?!

is at the point where I do not know
am i to pull you out of this horrible pool of tears or just let you drown in it?
as far as i know. you believe in a different thing,
you believe you'll learn how to swim in that shallow sparkling beach side.

I could just stand by you with a anti-fog goggle and a floating pool lounge..

XOXO

love is blind. (is it ?)